November 17, 2005 • Thursday

12:47 AM - Blogger.com can suck it.
Current mood: anxious
Category: Blogging

Na·zi ( P ) Pronunciation Key (näts, nt-)n. pl. Na·zis A member of the National Socialist German Workers' Party, founded in Germany in 1919 and brought to power in 1933 under Adolf Hitler. often nazi An adherent or advocate of policies characteristic of Nazism; a fascist.

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... Okay, well I suppose it wasn't the definition I was looking for. But seriously, my bro (AND girlfriend) both use Blogger.Com, and here I am, using (gasp) MYSPACE for all my blogging needs, and in order to comment on EITHER of their blogs, I have to sign up for my own Blogger.com account. I can't just VISIT their page and drop a note. NOPE. I have to join their DAMN EVIL community. I swear... By the moon, and the stars and the sky... (Oh shit. I better stop while i'm ahead.) Actually, now that i'm thinking a little more rationally, does someone else have to have a Myspace account to post a comment on MY blog?? {I am going to check RIGHT now} ... Nevermind. The Nazism is all around. If THEY wanted to post on MY blog, they'd have to do the same thing. Well, there goes THAT soap box. Okay. Blogger.com doesn't have to suck ANYTHING anymore. I'm all struck with the 'foot in mouth' syndrome now. Okay, so forget that whole diatribe. I'm just going to say that it's 5 mins before 1am, and i'm STILL wired on coffee. I must seek sleep. OH OH OH, and one more thing... http://www.timewarnerdoesnotcare.com/ While watching 'Lost' with my brother and sister-n'-law, there was this little message flashing across the screen warning of our local cable provider 'Time Warner' getting rid of ABC as a whole starting January 1st, 2006. Frankly, I think it was a well infiltrated hoax that somehow managed to penetrate HD TV's on a local level, but if i'm wrong... that would SUCK BUTTERBALLS. So click on that link, cause it's the link that was offered by the scrolling text. Alright, i'm done.

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November 15, 2005 • Tuesday

10:51 PM - Frustrated for all the wrong reasons...
Current mood: frustrated
Category: Life

Tonight, I got frustrated. (kuyashii) Frustrated because *insert something here* and because *insert something here*. What pisses me off is that I got frustrated for stupid reasons. I think I need to manage my time better. I shouldn't have just stayed home, hoping that *insert something here* or that *insert something here*. The fact of the matter is, it's not healthy, and I really need to stop *insert something here*. So I think starting tomorrow i'm going to have a MUCH healthier management of my time where i'm not hoping that *insert something here*. Because *insert something here* is very much so *insert something here* and here I AM just *insert something here*. SO, i'm going to sleep now. Wake early tomorrow, and really get my $#!T together. I've got a renter coming in, i've got to find cash, i've got to stop thinking that *insert something here* is my *insert something here*. THEN maybe i'll stop *insert something here* and actually start being productive. IN FACT, i'm going to start writing a list of things (AGAIN!) that i'm going to do RIGHT NOW, before I sleep. Here we go again. Wish me luck.

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November 14, 2005 • Monday

11:57 PM - I SUCK at Blogging.
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Blogging

This is no joke. It turns out that I am not very skilled at the art of blogging. I mean, I find time on the computer to realize that I should blog, but I don't have this inner motivation to post anything particularly... what's the word... compelling. My girlfriend explained to me that blogging to her is like showcasing your jaded personality. It's true. If you follow popular blogs that are out there, or even decent ones, you'll notice a very observant and witty attitude in their style writing. For me, blogging is a sense of straight up 'stream of consciousness', a chance to just air out what's been stagnating in my mind... the moment that I write it. I don't come up with these great anecdotes that I recall at the end of every evening. But let me try... Yesterday I went to the Del Mar Snow Jam... (Click Here!) I went last year because I didn't have diddly shit to use for snowboarding, and in retrospect, I remember buying... gloves. Yeah, I bought gloves for 10 bucks. But anyway, I paid 20 bucks to get in (8 dollars parking, 12 dollars admission), only to realize that I had an hour and a half left to purchase ANYTHING. Thankfully, I wasn't going for myself, and I picked up a 130 dollars of crap for my brother. I ended up spending like 10 on myself... for a board bag. The truth is, I need a snowboard jacket to make the set complete. After that, I will officially be a sexy beast on the slopes. Alright. That was my anecdote. See how painfully BORING that was?!?! Dammit. I really need to kick my posts up a notch. Maybe I should cuss more. Or post pictures of boobs or something... *sigh* Whatever.

Currently listening: The College Dropout By Kanye West Release date: By 10 February, 2004

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November 11, 2005 • Friday

9:01 PM - Diary of a MAD BLACK MEL.
Current mood: determined
Category: Life

I REFUSE to substitute. I just WON'T do it. Even if they paid me MORE than what I would normally expect to get paid, I just won't do it. Even when i'm NOT working, and I just THINK about the prospect of HAVING to Sub, I get Flashbacks. Those flashbacks that Vietnam Vets get.I AIN'T GOING BACK. That said. I still need to find money before Dec 12. An exact number has risen... 400. It should be enough to save my stupid hide.I need 400 clams, banannas, skrills, shells, bucks, bills, DOLLARS, and I will survive my December trip. - That is all.

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November 10, 2005 • Thursday

11:35 PM - Whole wheat... on RYE
Current mood: tired
Category: Travel and Places

... Yipes. I'm tired. I drove up somewhere with someone and totally lost something that was totally important. It makes me sad to think I lost such a thing, especially since I went through all the trouble of actually ACQUIRING said object.I know the title is weird... it's cause i'm listening to 'Bad' by Mikhail Jackson, before he started Jesus Juicing kiddies. I wonder though, do you think that WHEN this song came out, HARD CORE gangsters were bumping this, thinking in their head 'I'm a real bad ass for playing this song in my car." I dunno about that.Anyhow, i'm really tired, but I managed to REVAMP my entire Blog to look like a really badly done Web Page from the early 90's. I did spare everyone the agony of placing a cheesy midi file. That's all.

Currently listening: Bad By Michael Jackson Release date: By 16 October, 2001

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November 8, 2005 • Tuesday

11:22 AM - Need a job
Current mood: relaxed
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

Hello. I'm po. Ridiculously po. So I need a job. Preferrably now sooner than later. I have bills to pay. Don't you understand? I need to make SO much money, that it creates a vortex and sends me back in time.

Currently listening: Black on Both Sides By Mos Def Release date: By 12 October, 1999

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October 31, 2005 • Monday

11:08 PM - Halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekend's OVER. Current mood: sleepy
I need to get a chob. Anyone know where I can get a quick CHOB that pays me?